Bb                                 Dm                                                    
I have this paralyzing fear that I'll maybe go nowhere
           C                                                                                                                       
But God forbid me ever admitting I could be scared
            Bb                                           Dm                                                  
And I can't stand my friends right now we got nothing in common
          C                                                   
But being lonely's worse than just having friends that don't care

            Bb                   Dm                                                    
You said it looks like I've been going through hell
C                                                   
How did you know? How could you tell?
Bb           Dm                                                    
Ask me to explain myself
C                                                   
Well

               Bb                      Dm                                       
I'm trying my best here to be brutally honest
            C                                                   
Nobody said changing would be this exhausting
              Bb                               Dm                                                   
A foot on the break 'cause it's been making me carsick
              C                                                   
How could you blame me? Growing up is chaotic


Bb                                           Dm                                             
Don't wanna say it but I really think that I miss him
              C
It might seem stupid but I still look through all of our texts
              Bb                                      Dm                                               
Who knew that wanting someone could ever make me this desperate
                              C
Don't think that I'll do that again, no

            Bb                   Dm                                                    
You said it looks like I've been going through hell
C                                                   
How did you know? How could you tell?
Bb           Dm                                                    
Ask me to explain myself
C                                                   
Well

               Bb                      Dm                                       
I'm trying my best here to be brutally honest
            C                                                   
Nobody said changing would be this exhausting
              Bb                               Dm                                                   
A foot on the break 'cause it's been making me carsick
              C                                                   
How could you blame me? Growing up is chaotic

    Gm                              Dm
And maybe I'm just blowing all this shit up in my head
C
But I can't help it

No, I can't help it
Gm                                Dm
Fooling myself thinking that I'll never love again
C]
Goddamn I felt it

I really felt it

Gm                              Dm
Maybe I'm just blowing all this shit up in my head
C
But I can't help it

No, I can't help it
Gm                                 Dm
Spending too much time on things I know that I'll forget
           C
But damn I felt it

               Bb                      Dm                                       
I'm trying my best here to be brutally honest
            C                                                   
Nobody said changing would be this exhausting
              Bb                               Dm                                                   
A foot on the break 'cause it's been making me carsick
              C                                                   
How could you blame me?